Silence Isn’t Golden.
Every day for nearly 700 days now, I wake and check in on the Gaza situation. Every day I’m hoping for some good news but it keeps getting worse. This genocide is horrific on many levels. The Palestinian people are being wiped out for us all to see. They’re being starved, bombed, sniped – nothing is off limits, there’s no low the oppressor will not go to.. They receive the tiniest amount of aid and run the gauntlet to get it. Over a thousand dead and thousands wounded from bullets and tank shells at GHF aid sites. I just watched a video after a bombing at a water distribution point. At least 10 dead, mostly children. We’ve all seen the images and videos. We all know it’s happening. It’s sickening to hear the pro-genocide spokespeople swearing unashamedly that they don’t target children or civilians when it’s glaringly obvious that they do. We see the videos every day. I have not seen a single image of a dead armed combatant in the conflict so far. I’ve only seen dead civilians. I have listened to so many of the testimonies from medical professionals who worked on the ground, people like Victoria Rose or Mark Perlmutter. Most of them never treated a soldier – only civilians and mostly children. America has enabled this. Encouraged it. A constant supply of bombs and equipment to carry out the genocide. If you speak in solidarity with Palestine they label you a terrorist or an antisemite – it’s the same in England and much of Europe. To enter the US now you can’t have anything negative (meaning true) about Israel in your social media accounts. This blatant fascist propaganda (or is it bullying / intimidation? – same thing I suppose) is way beyond anything I could have imagined. It’s a very worrying direction we’re heading in.
In Gaza about 250 journalists have been murdered, hundreds of medical staff and aid workers killed, all the hospitals have been bombed, schools, kindergartens, churches, bakeries and universities all destroyed, 90% of Gaza is in ruins. my mind is so full of specific cases which I want to mention but I’d be here all day. I’m really not sure what I want to say but I want to make my position clear. I want Palestinians to have the same freedom I have. I want this genocide to end. I want the war criminals to be held to account but I know they never will.
On a personal level I have really struggled with this genocide. I feel guilty even saying that with the hardships the Palestinians are facing. But none the less, I have struggled with this. I have struggled with the inaction and empty words from our elected governments. They do not represent us. They do not work for us. The people are mostly united against genocide but our governments do nothing meaningful to end it – and they could. Mainstream media is a joke and I refuse to engage. I struggle with the US involvement. I love the States. I have been so many times since my early 20s and I have nothing but respect for America and the Americans I’ve met along the way. But, Israel runs the US government and the American people have no choice. American tax dollars are funding this genocide. This US / Israeli alliance has changed the face of war. My conspiracy theorist side thinks it’s on purpose. War is no longer soldier vs soldier, it’s soldier vs unarmed civilian. IDF soldiers (if you can call them soldiers?) in Gaza have no morals, no discipline, no professionalism – just child murdering hatred. Enough hatred to empty 355 bullets into a 6 year old girl called Hind Rajab. Is this the soldier of the future?
One of many components of the Zionist propaganda campaign is the use (overuse) of the label antisemitism. You just have to oppose Israel and the idiots are screaming antisemitism. This is dangerous because antisemitism is a terrible form of racism which I’m very much against. It’s not antisemitic to oppose Israel or zionism. Israel is committing genocide and we must oppose that. I feel for the good jews of the world who’ve seen their religion hijacked and dragged through the mud by these genocidal maniacs. Israel has done more in the last 700 days (one could argue 75 years) to promote antisemitism than any people in any period of history. It’s not jews who are committing genocide (well, it is but..) it’s the Israelis and I don’t care what religion they are – fuck all people do. I care that innocent men and women, children and babies are dying on mass every day at the hands of the Israeli occupation. Any person accusing another of antisemitism for opposing genocide, or for wishing the best for Palestinians needs to ask themselves some serious questions. I was at the receiving end of this nonsense myself. I had a member of one of my fly fishing fraternities accuse me of being racist and antisemitic amongst other things in a bid to ruin my career – the accusation was based on 2 paragraphs from previous blogs showing support for Palestine and calling out Israeli war crimes. What I wrote was the truth. I was dragged through a long and stressful complaints process to clear my name. Did the accuser really think I was racist and antisemitic? I doubt it, just a little zionist protecting Israel from the truth by making false but very serious accusations. It’s in their playbook.
I don’t know what the future holds for the people of Gaza. Even if it ended tomorrow the trauma of what they’ve endured will never go away. I can’t imagine what they’ve seen, how they’ve been hurt physically and emotionally. I regularly notice the whine of drones overhead in the videos. This is more psychological torture which for many will never go away. I can only guess at the fear that noise will instil for ever more. Like most of us, I want this to end. I want to wake up and not see images of dead, starved and dismembered children and babies, women and men. But with things now escalating in the West Bank thats not likely to happen soon. A massive increase in land theft and violence by zionist settlers with full backing and support of the police and army. Israel is totally out of control. They act with absolute impunity as they attack many of their surrounding countries and Palestine. Can anyone put an end to this? The European and US complicity is hard to wrap my head around. Not even a token sanction. The bribery is obvious with much of that info available but I suspect a darker side too with blackmail, death threats, who knows. There’s no low Israel won’t go to, thats one thing I’ve learned.
What can we do? I have chosen to boycott everything with links to zionism or Israel. Donations to aid agencies is another way to help – although thats a tough one since no aid has been allowed in since early march as a means to starve the population into submission or death. Don’t be silent – silence can only help the oppressor. Use your voice, social media, any avenue you have to make others aware of the genocide. Contact our elected officials and demand real sanctions. March. Whatever we can do, we should do. It’s taken me a long time to summon the courage to write this. Of course standing against genocide should not take courage but in this world right now, it does. I think I can reach a few more people here than on Facebook. I’m so heavily shadow banned on there. I’m sure very few people see my posts apart from a handful of likeminded people. It’s smart algorithm they use to make us feel like were reaching a few and having our say when were only preaching to the converted.
There’s so much more I’d like to mention here – the 4 thousand Palestinians in administrative detention, held without crime or conviction (hostages). The torture they endure, Including Dr Hussam Abu Safiya, held for about 200 days now whose only crime was not leaving his patients when the IDF raided his hospital. There are a lot of victims here; the Palestinians, the American tax payer, Activists against genocide being accused of terrorism or antisemitism and victims within Israel too. It’s hard to imagine the Israelis continuing to bomb many of their neighbours without any serious retaliation from them. We all saw what Iran can do. No wonder Israel wanted a ceasefire. It’s harder against a nation with an actual army. My point is, how can Israels constant aggression and disregard for any sort of law possibly bring them peace and security? Much of the world is so upside down now that logic is lost. We have people who deserve the Nobel peace prize being sanctioned while child murderers nominate pedophiles for the same prize. Irish band, Kneecap end up in the English courts for holding a flag while a genocide continues with the support of the same government that prosecuted them. Humanitarian aid organisations are removed from Gaza to be replaced by US / Israeli aid (GHF) – Which shoots dead at least 30 starving Palestinians every day. The UN had 400 distribution points, the GHF has 4. 100,000 tonnes of explosives dumped on Gaza – 50 kilos per Gazan – the equivalent of 5 nuclear bombs like Hiroshima or Nagasaki. Israelis are mostly of European decent. They have no ancestral lineage to Palestine while Palestinians are semites with ancestral and cultural connections to the land. Like I said, It’s all upside down.
Just in the week or so since I started writing this, things have gotten even worse – if that’s possible. It’s clear now that many Palestinians have endured the hunger until they can no more. That time is now and people – mostly young children are dying of starvation every day. No baby is formula allowed in – it’s actually confiscated from doctors at customs, no food, no medical supplies, only minimal water and aid laced with drugs and bullets…
What has happened to Israeli people? How is that a people who survived a genocide can perpetrate one against the very people who welcomed them in? “never again” we hear a lot but I guess that’s only for them. How is that most Israelis are supporting the genocide? Their indoctrinated feelings towards the Arab world is plain to see. American and European complicity is at a governmental level, but with Israel, the current government seems to be an accurate reflection of Israeli society.
I have traveled in Jordan. I spent 2 weeks there about 8 years ago with my wife. We met some amazing people – most of whom were Palestinian refugees. We were met with kindness and respect at every turn. For a lot of my life I’ve been led to believe that the Arabs are the enemy. At times I sort of believed it. I’ve seen the truth for a long time but it’s never been as clear as it is now.
We’ve all see the horrors on our phones – and if you haven’t, you should. I have seen people, always unarmed civilians, being burned to death, blown to pieces, shot, starved and more. It’s a holocaust. The death tole they say is 58000 but the true figure is likely closer to 300,000. This must end.
I could go on but that’ll do for now. It’s important that we exercise our right to free speech while we still can. This is my opinion.
Free Palestine. Peace. Ronan..













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